sololoquy: (Default)
ĸylo ren ([personal profile] sololoquy) wrote2018-12-23 07:46 am

open post

WISHLIST (TROS SPOILERS)


anything force-bond related, but especially:
  • slow-burn corruption (either direction)

  • inappropriately timed force bond moments (both nsfw and humor approaches)

  • dream-sharing

  • emotional bleed/transference (from rey, involving other parties)

  • inappropriate force bond voyeurism on rey/poe or rey/finn

  • mid-conversation force bond interruption

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Cross-galaxy chase of the Resistance


anything related to ben solo, but especially:
  • snoke confessionals with family or friends of family

  • returning to the light

  • smuggler life style

  • jedi knight ben

  • resistance-fighter ben

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Force Ghost communications w/ Rey


anything related to supreme leader kylo ren, but especially:
  • fall via coup

  • resistance fighter reconditioning (gen or nsfw)

  • force ghost visits from anakin/luke/rey/leia/snoke

  • defeat by the resistance, and subsequent aftermath

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Mole Discovery w/ Hux


canto bight:
  • shady weapons deals

  • picking up prisoners

  • recruitment

  • obligatory dinner party

  • general casino shenanigans

  • beach party

  • basically any reason you can think of to use canto bight as a setting piece


A note on romance:
I will ship all of the new trilogy characters with Kylo Ren (except Snoke/Family).
But I have no interest in exploring domestic-style takes on them.
Thank you for understanding.
forcevisions: (if you get me)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-16 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ That answer isn't good enough for Kira, as it turns out. She can sense his stubbornness, his evasion, his discomfort, but none of it provides her with an answers, and she's too curious and fixated to settle for less. He has upheaved her life, put her on the run — only through her own choices, admittedly, but she's not going to be self-reflective enough to accept that blame when she can put it squarely on him for karking things up instead.

She surges forward and grabs him by the chin and forces his face to turn towards hers, demanding eye contact, demanding anything more than his imitation of remaining placid and unaffected.
]

Why? Why did you want to?

[ But she doesn't like what she sees there. Instantly, in fact, she regrets touching his face and getting in it at the same time and she releases his chin and recoils like he's a recently fired ion drive. There's a jolt of fear there because all of this is getting pretty directly at one thing: intimacy and human connection.

It shouldn't be that surprising. He sees her as human, even if he also sees the monster and the weapon that she has been shaped into. In many ways that is what fascinates her about him. But it also makes her furious and uncomfortable and she cannot help but poke that rancor. She regrets it. Often. Always.
]
forcevisions: (to your name and your keepsakes)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-16 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's maybe one of the stupidest things she's ever heard. 'You didn't kill me, so I like having you around.' But on some basic level, she gets it. Most of her time has been spent looking over her shoulder and wondering who's out to kill her; the fact that she had woken to Ben attending her instead had been the unnerving trigger to all of this demand for substantiation in the first place.

Still. She stands there, flushed and panicked for a moment, not sure what to do with that. I like having you around. It's so simple and straightforward and identifies what she, too, has felt since — well, since she had tortured him, by his account. She grapples with it anyway. It is less odd, she thinks, in that direction. She is used to being feared. Not … wanted.

But it's a warm sentiment, and it settles in her chest even as it turns her stomach.

It is not so easy for her, though. She has wrested it from him, but she cannot come forward with I feel connected to you. It sounds asinine even in her head. But she had been drawn to him, asked him to read to her rather than spend her time alone and vigilant, because she too liked being around him. And that demands recognition of some kind.
]

I see.

[ Fuckin nailed it. ]

Our paths are tied together now. [ She says this slowly. ] If your intent is to persuade me to stay, you need not waste the effort. [ She has literally nowhere else she can go, at this point. He has avoided Snoke this long; he's her best bet at escaping punishment for, well, fraternizing with him. A self-perpetuating problem. Kira is in big trouble. ]
forcevisions: (I'd be usin')

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-16 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She nods, quieter now that she has her answer. The angsty defensiveness has faded, given way to a sense of understanding, which would bring her peace if it weren't rife with so much conflict. He feels as she does, an inexplicable pull, but that pull has also been responsible for turning her away from Snoke. Snoke, who had given her everything, who had promised her power and importance and purpose.

The Supreme Leader had been right, it turns out. It feels silly to have thrown it away for this: I like having you around. Yet she can't quit chasing it.
]

When the ship's ready. [ It'll be a while longer, probably. They'd planned on overnighting on Hapes. ] ... I can move to the floor, if you'd also like to sleep.

[ She looks uncomfortable after having just made a big deal about things like basic human decency. Now here she is showing her ass by offering him his own bunk. ]
forcevisions: (look what you made me do)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-17 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ His smile is disgusting and he should feel bad. No, really, the twitch of her lips looks almost like she might be sick looking at it. She doesn't know what else to do. She's not used to people smiling at her, and it's not the first time he's done it. Especially on the heels of a declaration like that, she flounders over it.

It weakens, but he doesn't have the good sense to wipe it away entirely, and so Kira sputters for a short moment, trying to figure out what to do about that. The answer is nothing. Nothing.
]

It's your ship. [ She looks away in a huff. ] I'm not soft. I've slept on worse.
forcevisions: (it's all that you need)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-17 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Usually she stands and carries herself like she's taller than him, despite the considerable disparity, but when he looms like that, she appears to shrink and wither, as though she were a star collapsing onto itself. He's just too karking close. If he were anyone else she'd close her fist and cut off his windpipe and be done with it, but —

She doesn't want to. It's that simple, just as he had put it. But she does feel panic clawing its way up her throat, shortening her breath. Her pupils narrow to pinpricks as fear constricts them, her pulse roaring in her ears as her heart picks up.

She reaches back to grab onto the copilot's chair to steady herself, jaw set. Worse than his proximity is the question. He is trying to drag out her vulnerability. It had not been an offer. She flounders for a way to discourage him.
]

Sith temples are built of stone. My master sent me to one to build my lightsaber.

[ She was cold and alone and barely thirteen years old then. She leaves those details out. They are too critical to how unpleasant it had been. ]

The floor is nothing. [ Her voice sounds thick and unfamiliar to her. ] Sleep in your bunk.
forcevisions: (no i don't wanna give you mine)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-17 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The greatest problem here is that while she feels panicked over not knowing what to do about him in her space, she also doesn't particularly want him to leave it. But the smirk draws her attention to the fact that this feels less than genuine, and that opens the barn doors on her rage.

Unfortunately she doesn't reach to slap him. She just shoves him bodily back at the pilot's chair, snarling.
]

Fine. [ She tries to straighten up and gather her composure back, but she's red-faced still from the proximity. ] It doesn't matter to me what you do.
forcevisions: (you almost had me fooled)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-17 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The way he says that is suspect. Kira narrows her eyes, scrutinizing him, which is all for the best because she needs the moment to pull it together and not look so flustered. She's not used to sharing space. She's less used to people willingly getting in her space, even less from those who would test her willingness to commit a murder, and least of all from those who have already experienced pain at her hand. ]

Obviously.

[ She seethes it. She's not going to clarify that she had offered to take the floor so that she could ... sleep in the same room with him. That it ties back to a desire to be around him. Though it stops up her throat, briefly. ]

If you're not going to use it, I plan to.

[ And she slips away from the cockpit then because at least if she goes back to sleep she will be free of this torment. ]
forcevisions: (truth)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-17 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Kira stops in her stride, hesitating, but her countenance doesn't properly change. It's still just as stiff and straight as ever, but she slowly pivots, casting a loathsome glance over her shoulder at him on the bench. The kind of gaze that burns a hole right through him. ]

No.

[ A lie, and a poor one. She does not try to make it sound otherwise. But it's hard and violent and brokers no further questioning on the subject matter. Then she turns back around and carries on into the corridor towards his bed. ]
forcevisions: (and i got a lump in my throat)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-17 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ 'Liar' hangs over her as she disappears into the crew cabin, gathering the blanket and the book and her saber and trying to ignore the fact that she has outright nested in his bed like a lost bird. It is not the worst thing she has been called; not even the worst thing he has called her. But it stings because he has caught her, spotted the chink in her armor and sought to exploit it.

She burrows under the weighted blanket, and under the rest of his bedding, only once she has tucked the lightsaber and book away where they won't disrupt her sleep. The smell of his pillow only makes his presence linger in worse and more obvious ways. She wrestles with that, tossing and turning with no way to get comfortable. The nightmares wait at the edges of her mind as if he has summoned them.

She rolls flat onto her back and stares up at the ceiling. The weight of the blanket only makes her feel claustrophobic. The ambience of his stirring and chattering, as annoying as she claims him to be, has been helping to dispel the unease lingering in the back of her mind. It descends now unchecked, hideous memories and intrusive thoughts she can't fight.

Out of sheer stubbornness she presses her eyes shut and buries her face in his pillow and bites down her rage.

Kira should not be here. She should have gone back to Snoke, should have flown them all the way to that fake base and taken the punishment she was given. Now she's a fugitive tied at the end of a string. It is only a matter of time before her Master comes calling, and she will suffer worse for indulging this. She should be able to hate Snoke for that, but instead she finds the fury channeled toward Ben Solo for daring to seduce her to entertaining it in the first place.

Eventually anger brings her the calm necessary to fall into a fitful sleep.
]
forcevisions: (how you laugh when you lie)

child abuse warnings ig? ? ?

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-18 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
You shouldn't be here.

[ It's Kira's voice, or a strange variant of it. It's higher and nasaly. Which makes sense because it seems to belong to the child belong him, wearing a cream-colored rag of a frock and her hair messily tangled in three buns. She looks skinny. Bones jutting out in places they shouldn't, skin not just dirty but dark with bruises. The sound of some beast growling seems to quake the very ground under their feet for how deep and low and threatening it is.

The girl — Kira? — flinches and looks behind her, as though to look out for some nasty thing chasing her. She hastens towards Ben then and takes him by the hand.
]

He'll find you.

[ There's a hoarse warning in her voice, a child's stage whisper, that is nonetheless tense and sounds a lot like she has been trying to hide him. ]
forcevisions: (don't you know that)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-18 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Unfortunately, though Kira begins to lead him off opposite the direction (inasmuch as such a shadowy nothingness can have direction), the growling sound appears to exist everywhere at once. It does not seem to get any closer or further away no matter how they move.

Despite this, the landscape begins to solidify around them, as if emerging from within some thick black fog. It's not a place anyone would want to visit, however. Rolling dunes start to swallow their feet, sand sloughing off with every step. Though Ben probably hasn't been to Jakku before — why would anyone go to Jakku? — he would be able to feel the sudden powerful certainty that this is where she was when 'he' found her.

And that it therefore is not being 'his' reach.
]

Yes, he can. [ Kira corrects him with all the stubbornness a child can possess. ] He's everywhere.

[ Here, at least. He is everywhere here, in her mind, because nothing is barred to him. He wormed his way into the deepest, darkest parts — a shadow to linger in perpetuity. ]
forcevisions: (all i think about it karma)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-19 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
He made me.

[ Put simply. It's all the explanation that she offers. It should, in her opinion, convey everything. This place is a reflection of her mind, and he made her, so he has access to all of it. Obviously. It's math.

The sunlight never cuts through the shadows, so they're left on what looks like Jakku at night, an enormous metal monolith hulking out of the sand. The growling grows louder and closer as they scurry across the landscape, bringing with it a claustrophobic feeling that some monster is closing its jaws around them. It's around this time that Kira stops.
]

It's too late. He knows. There's nowhere to hide you.

[ Except for that big ol' AT-AT in the sand. But Kira won't look at it?? For some reason. ]
forcevisions: (teenagers scare)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-20 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
No.

[ It's a sputter at first as she stumbles along with his tug.

Then the heels of her boots dig into the sand, gouging it, leaving deep valleys. And she yanks at his grip and tries to pull her hand back and fights and scrapes to wrest herself from his grip with all the ferocity of someone who is being burned simply by getting closer to it.
]

No! No, you can't! Don't go in there.

[ The closer they get, the more her distress increases, the pitch of her voice peaking. It brings the growling closer, like her pain and misery is a siren to summon the monster. ]

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-20 06:41 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-20 20:34 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-21 15:27 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-22 00:38 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-22 03:15 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-22 15:27 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-22 15:48 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-22 19:06 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-22 19:21 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-22 19:31 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-22 21:23 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-22 22:32 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-22 22:43 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-23 02:49 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-23 15:38 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-23 21:28 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-23 22:20 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-23 22:35 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-24 15:09 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-24 17:41 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-25 05:36 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-25 05:42 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-26 02:22 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-26 18:04 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-26 18:44 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-26 19:31 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-26 20:54 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-26 21:55 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-26 22:11 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-27 02:25 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-27 05:14 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-27 05:47 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-27 19:20 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-30 02:42 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-30 03:07 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-30 04:10 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-31 01:42 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-31 03:33 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-31 04:17 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-31 17:33 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-10-31 22:19 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-01 01:27 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-01 02:03 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-01 17:22 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-05 00:31 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-06 04:09 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-06 04:36 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-06 05:31 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-06 05:52 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-06 06:18 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-06 16:51 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-08 02:35 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-10 00:01 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-10 04:05 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-11 00:37 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-12 01:32 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-12 20:44 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-13 04:18 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-13 22:58 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-16 05:30 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-17 01:04 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-17 04:56 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-17 05:30 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-17 06:49 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-17 17:56 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-18 00:24 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-18 01:21 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-18 01:56 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-18 02:33 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-18 03:10 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-18 05:35 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-18 23:58 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-19 01:43 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-19 02:40 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-20 03:23 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-21 01:17 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-21 05:43 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] forcevisions - 2018-11-22 06:04 (UTC) - Expand