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ĸylo ren ([personal profile] sololoquy) wrote2018-12-23 07:46 am

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WISHLIST (TROS SPOILERS)


anything force-bond related, but especially:
  • slow-burn corruption (either direction)

  • inappropriately timed force bond moments (both nsfw and humor approaches)

  • dream-sharing

  • emotional bleed/transference (from rey, involving other parties)

  • inappropriate force bond voyeurism on rey/poe or rey/finn

  • mid-conversation force bond interruption

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Cross-galaxy chase of the Resistance


anything related to ben solo, but especially:
  • snoke confessionals with family or friends of family

  • returning to the light

  • smuggler life style

  • jedi knight ben

  • resistance-fighter ben

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Force Ghost communications w/ Rey


anything related to supreme leader kylo ren, but especially:
  • fall via coup

  • resistance fighter reconditioning (gen or nsfw)

  • force ghost visits from anakin/luke/rey/leia/snoke

  • defeat by the resistance, and subsequent aftermath

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Mole Discovery w/ Hux


canto bight:
  • shady weapons deals

  • picking up prisoners

  • recruitment

  • obligatory dinner party

  • general casino shenanigans

  • beach party

  • basically any reason you can think of to use canto bight as a setting piece


A note on romance:
I will ship all of the new trilogy characters with Kylo Ren (except Snoke/Family).
But I have no interest in exploring domestic-style takes on them.
Thank you for understanding.
forcevisions: (who thinks he's fly)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-22 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, kriff.

Looking up at him, scrutinizing him as she is, Kira cannot help but observe that ... well, he's telling the truth. And, more to the point, she can sense his fear. She smells it like a corellian dog smells blood. Her gaze sharpens with her own anxiety.

It's true. He's not doing it deliberately. Somehow, though, that's worse — it means it's not as easy as just telling him to stop. It means that he is strong enough with the Force to not know he's used it against her twice now. Completely clueless, and therefore incredibly dangerous.
]

I just explained it. You're not listening. [ She rises to her feet as well, mostly so she's not as wholly dwarfed by him as she was. She's still pretty short beside him. ] ... I can teach you how it works. At least enough for you to be able to stop yourself.
forcevisions: (i would waste my time)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-23 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
No one signs up.

[ How much he concluded from her dream, she can't be sure. Things that Kira had long since buried and tried to forget, things which she herself is now forced to confront. When she doesn't look right at it, she can simply obliquely recognize her own monstrosity without needing to accept the root of it, the truth.

She grabs his hand and pulls it away from his face, an insistent push for him to look her in the eyes. She puts herself between him and the viewport, which with the instrument panel as close as it is, means behind her knees slightly against the edge of his seat between his thighs and leaning over him.
]

If you don't learn, you're a liability. I'm doing everything I can to keep him out. But he's touched you now.
forcevisions: (for you i would cross the line)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-23 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I let him in.

[ She doesn't say it with any great pride. Once, it had been a source for that. Allowing Snoke in had been a result of the power he'd given her, the training. Now it just feels like a foolish thing, to have tethered her to someone who would want to hunt her across the galaxy. In fact, she sounds sober. Aware of every ramification of it that she has been living with since she made that choice. ]

Snoke is my Master. He offered me power, and in taking it, I forged a bond between our minds. Obfuscating that link takes all my power because he already has an in — he doesn't, with you. Your task is easier.
forcevisions: (They say)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-23 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh.

This physical contact isn't functional anymore. Attention is being drawn to the intimacy of it. She backs off slightly, fingers curling as she allows her hands to be drawn away from his face. Something flutters in her chest. Better not to think about it. She wants to recoil the rest of the way then, but his grip is tight. He won't let her budge.
]

If I wanted to turn you over to Snoke, you'd already be in his hands.

[ That's the fact of the matter. Whatever else he believes, he shouldn't see her as the enemy. They're on the same side now. She can't go back, no matter how she had chosen to let Snoke into her mind in the past. No matter how ingrained he was there. She hasn't worked out the specifics, but the fear of punishment is severe enough that ... She can't.

Not as long as he's alive, anyway.
]
forcevisions: (for the rest of my life)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-23 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

[ She says it the way a child admits that they lied. There is no guidebook on what had happened to them. She had no way of knowing how to best handle that except to teach him occlumency work from the angle of general telepathy. As a result of that softness, she is slow to actually withdraw her hands once he lets her.

But she still does it. She steps out from between him and the viewport, straightening her new clothes slightly. She is still not used to them. The fit is vaguely uncomfortable, and the fabric is too soft next to her armor.
]

You really didn't know?
forcevisions: (we were fucked up and numb)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-23 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a sick feeling in her stomach. Something like metal chips grinding in her stomach. She can't bring herself to look at him. This is what it feels like to want to apologize for something but to not have any frame of reference for that feeling or social behavior. She doesn't like his distress, but neither does she necessarily own responsibility for it.

So she's just left uneasy.
]

You should be glad. It makes you special. You're better than other people. I felt it when I met you.

[ These are all the things that Snoke had told her, and though she knows they ring somewhat hollow to the grief he is displaying, they are nonetheless true still to her beliefs. Having this power does make her exceptional. It is the only thing that she has that separates her from being a rat in a junkyard. It is what put her on Snoke's radar, which gave her power and purpose and saw her potential realized.

She hasn't decided what she's going to do about the necessity of casting it aside yet. She hasn't figured that out. But she knows that she still wants that power, that importance. And Ben should be grateful that he has it too.
]
forcevisions: (seems it never ends)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-24 03:09 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

[ There's an edge to her voice which seems to bristle at his disdain for the power he has. It writes off the only thing she has ever learned to value about herself, and as such, she cannot help but take personal insult from it. ]

Wishing it would go away won't keep anyone out. But I can teach you to use it.
forcevisions: (I'd be usin')

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-24 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I can try.

[ She hasn't seen anything like what he'd done. The power that he has matches and perhaps even surpasses her own. Beyond that, there is the matter of how unusual it is. He'd been there, almost bodily, in her mind. She can still feel his arms around her. ]

But there are no control in half measures. If you learn, you learn all of it.
forcevisions: (and gaze at my shoes)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-25 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
That's not how the Force works.

[ Still she leads the way out of the cockpit, back into the galley where the dejarik board has aged into dysfunction. She frowns a bit. All of the spaces on this ship are too cramped to be a proper space for training, particularly for honing the mind, but —

She shakes her head to dismiss it and slides into the bench beside the board.
]

I'm going to provoke your defenses. It will hurt, but you don't need to be afraid. Pain is instructive. If you embrace it, you'll be able to hone in on that instinct and seize it. [ It's how Snoke taught her, at least. No calm meditation, no reaching out with her feelings, just pain and leaning hard on drawing out the instinctual reactions and grabs for the Force, then reinforcing them. ]
forcevisions: (echoes)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-25 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
It's how I was taught.

[ Spoken with a tone of voice halfway between 'I turned out fine' and 'what were you expecting?' ]
forcevisions: (and just sits on his broke ass)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-26 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Ben.

[ The growling in the back of her throat seems ready to be like yeet I'm gonna do it my way anyway, no matter what you say. But she's clearly holding herself back for his benefit. At least she cares that much. 2%. She has 2% human empathy to know that she'll be in trouble and have a hard time getting him to do nice things like read books out loud to her again if she just smashes. ]

You wanted to know the way. This is it. If you refuse, you're leaving yourself open to Snoke. Leaving us both open.

[ And (potentially worse, in her opinion) he's going to keep dropping into her mind unannounced. Her fist curls against the side of the dejarik board. ]
forcevisions: (never mind i'll be drowned)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-26 06:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not a Jedi. I don't know their way.

[ In fact, she looks offended by the insinuation that it's somehow the same. What she does know of the Jedi is that they're gross and terrible and they're responsible for all the pain in the galaxy. Obviously. They felled the Empire. ]

And even if I did, it wouldn't help you. The Dark Side is more powerful.

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