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ĸylo ren ([personal profile] sololoquy) wrote2018-12-23 07:46 am

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WISHLIST (TROS SPOILERS)


anything force-bond related, but especially:
  • slow-burn corruption (either direction)

  • inappropriately timed force bond moments (both nsfw and humor approaches)

  • dream-sharing

  • emotional bleed/transference (from rey, involving other parties)

  • inappropriate force bond voyeurism on rey/poe or rey/finn

  • mid-conversation force bond interruption

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Cross-galaxy chase of the Resistance


anything related to ben solo, but especially:
  • snoke confessionals with family or friends of family

  • returning to the light

  • smuggler life style

  • jedi knight ben

  • resistance-fighter ben

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Force Ghost communications w/ Rey


anything related to supreme leader kylo ren, but especially:
  • fall via coup

  • resistance fighter reconditioning (gen or nsfw)

  • force ghost visits from anakin/luke/rey/leia/snoke

  • defeat by the resistance, and subsequent aftermath

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Mole Discovery w/ Hux


canto bight:
  • shady weapons deals

  • picking up prisoners

  • recruitment

  • obligatory dinner party

  • general casino shenanigans

  • beach party

  • basically any reason you can think of to use canto bight as a setting piece


A note on romance:
I will ship all of the new trilogy characters with Kylo Ren (except Snoke/Family).
But I have no interest in exploring domestic-style takes on them.
Thank you for understanding.
forcevisions: (they got you on the run)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-26 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't trust me.

[ She says it like she's mulling it over, but presses her lips together and glances away hastily, grappling with some emotion. It's hard to pin down at first when she's trying so hard to suppress it, but Kira's rage is explosive, clinging onto what feels like an insult on top of betrayal after betrayal. ]

You put us in this position. You lied to me about a Resistance base, and still I stay with you on your ship. [ She has invested that trust in him despite every reason to the contrary. Survival has demanded it, and she has bent to necessity. ] And you have invaded my mind while I slept. But I cannot be trusted.

[ She slams her fist down on the dejarik board. Something cracks inside of it, a sickening sound. On second thought, it might have been the support post. It certainly looks like it's bending unevenly now. Kira doesn't stop to think about it. She slides out of the bench and gets to her feet, pacing away.

She's not going to sit here and be insulted.
]
forcevisions: (and then the world moves on)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-26 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Nope.

Nope, she thought she was ready to just flounce and put this behind her, but he's going to be like this. He's a child who doesn't understand the ways of the world. That's the only way she can digest it. He thinks he knows what he's doing, but he's so far out of his depth.

She rounds on him, snarling.
]

And had I turned you over to Snoke as I had meant to, what do you think he would have done?! [ She's red in the face and breathing hard with the effort of holding herself back. Literally spitting mad. ] I have protected you.

[ Like, to protect herself, but still. ]
forcevisions: (but i still feel you)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-26 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
You resisted me.

[ She seethes it like she begrudges him his power. Like she cannot stand to admit that he had bested her. He, untrained, unaware that he even had the Force. He had found a way to fend her off in Canto Bight, and he had fooled her again the day prior on Ryloth. ]

The information we want about the Resistance is in your head. I was charged with finding it. [ Something twitches in her expression — her nostrils flaring, the muscles in her jaw clenching as she slowly straightens her shoulders, reining something back in. Putting the animal back on its leash. ] I should have brought you to him then. When he realized I had allowed you to escape instead ...

[ Something flashes through her eyes. A memory. Pain. It's gone in an instant, replaced by something hard and bitter. ]

The Resistance lives because I tried to keep you from him. [ To herself. Because she was fascinated, enthralled, because she was weak. She had not explained to Snoke that Ben Solo had the Force. She had tried to keep him as hers. Now, she realizes, Snoke would likely just as soon replace her with him. She'd made the right call. ]
forcevisions: (two strangers in the bright light)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-26 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ At first she thinks he's maybe holding her still to keep her rooted there, gripping her to keep her from bolting again in a rage, but — No. It's more like he's clinging to her, holding on as a way of steadying himself. She searches his face, softening by half-measures.

For a moment she's quiet, reluctant. She ... can't ... promise ... that it won't make it worse.
]

Worse how?

[ Not heartening. Not helping the trust. ]
forcevisions: (cuz they got methods)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-26 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Han Solo?

[ Kira looks around at the Falcon in indication. That's as far as it goes. They don't get CNN out on Jakku, and the First Order is a hellscape of highly filtered propaganda, made worse by the insulated childhood she had with Snoke. ]

He was a smuggler and a traitor to the Empire. What does that have to do with this?
forcevisions: (I'd be usin')

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-27 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
Twice a traitor.

[ Let it never be said that Kira isn't focused. As far as she is concerned, the only value is in focusing on Darth Vader's failings. He is a lesson to be learned from, not an icon to aspire to. Still, it bewilders her — he has a legacy like that, blood like that, and he could not be more disdainful of it.

Doesn't he realize that he has everything she wants, and he dangles it in front of her like it means nothing to him? Kira — no, Rey, the little girl buried deep within — aches for wanting.
]

No wonder you can't be honest. [ But that's not what he's getting at. It's just her own separate conclusion. ] Vader destroyed the galaxy when he turned on the Empire. Is that why you're afraid of the Dark? You think it will make you into him?
forcevisions: (so friday night)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-27 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
Like what? Honestly?

[ He is injured, and though some malnourished part of her wants to reach out and touch him and make up for the way she can see that she is responsible for it, the better part of her is instead curious. No, fascinated. She has found something in him that is hers alone, that he does not offer to others.

It makes her properly respect that she is the only one who knows what he has with the Force. She had thought it impossible that he would not know, but … no. That is hers too. Possessiveness starts to swallow her, feet-first.
]

You're not him. [ It feels a foolish thing to say to Ben Solo, honestly, but he is afraid of the ugly pieces of his bloodline just as she has been. He can wave his legacy in her face, but she is the one with the power to relieve him of it. ] You're not him, and you're not your mother, and no matter how much time you spend flying around in this piece of garbage, you're not Han Solo either. No one is trapped by what they came from. You can be something better.
forcevisions: (for you i would cross the line)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-27 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
You saw my parents.

[ She says that with some considerable disdain. She had fled that memory, clung to Snoke in its place, tried to hide from what they were. Even now she refuses to touch upon what she had done to them, what had brought Snoke's attention to her in the first place. ]

That life was waiting for me too. They were nothing. [ No one else in the galaxy knows this but Snoke. Even saying it now, her voice trembles. Admitting that she was worthless doesn't come easy. She expects he will look at her differently, but no. He must already know. ] But now everybody in the galaxy knows my name. The place we come from does not define us.

[ Help her she literally thinks she's living the American Dream here. ]
forcevisions: (these feelings tend to leave me)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-27 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Easy for you to say. You already are.

[ But that's just bitterness talking, and bitterness isn't practical. Kira glances down, composes herself, and settles on nodding. ]

Yeah. I'll help you. But it's going to hurt, and it's going to make that darkness you're afraid of stronger.
forcevisions: (for you i would cross the line)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-30 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
Good.

[ She reaches up then, touches her fingers to his face. The movement is too brazen for it to be meant in the intimate way it comes across, though her gaze roams across his face, taking in the sharp angles and disproportionate features with considerable interest. She might be most enthused about the fact that he is caving to this necessity, but there is no doubt as to whether he's a part of it himself.

Her fingertips are freezing against his warm skin, but still she pushes her hand back until her palm presses against his cheek and her fingers curl in the edge of his hair.
]

Resist me. [ Fascination with him has thickened her voice to something that sounds almost lusty, but the effect is no doubt ruined by the fact that she tries to force her way into his mind then, crashing down on his awareness like a battering ram cannon. ]
forcevisions: (you and i were fireworks)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-30 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ This time the laugh is hers. Only it's not quite that, not fully, for she doesn't know what to do with laughter if she's being honest. But as he wrenches her hand away from his face, there's no mistaking the delight that brightens her eyes, or the way her lips turn up as they part so that she can suck in a sudden breath, allowing him his grip on her tensed hand.

Yes. It is there in his fear and fury, that darkness that calls out to her own. She searches his eyes for it, as if snapped awake and made all the more determined for having caught a glimpse of it before he rebuffed her.
]

Harder. [ She doesn't touch him this time, but the force of that spike drilling him bears down with greater force. ] Or I'll take everything. And so will he.
forcevisions: (gnashing teeth)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-30 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ He is weak. She is hurting him. He buckles under the force of it, and Kira nearly flinches as well. It is the touch of a mother that does it. Puts her back on her heels, startles her. She almost lets up. Almost. The joy of pushing (if indeed it could be called that) is gone, replaced instead by a terrible remorse which gives way to what can only be described as responsibility.

Yes, responsibility for him. She had promised to protect him, after all, and she knew of no better way to do that than to give him the tools to protect himself. This was the way. The only way.
]

Yes, you can.

[ The words spilled out savagely, certainly. She knew it like she knew the rhythm of her own heartbeat. He had not bested her only to show crippling weakness at the first sign of further violence. So she did not let up, but insisted to him instead. ]

You can. You have me. I'll help you.
forcevisions: (after everything you've done)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-31 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ The sudden burst outward knocks her from his mind and then some. Kira staggers back, flinching away with the stab of it. She shakes it off and looks down at where he has doubled over, crushed not under her power, but under the weight of his own.

It summons a complicated mess of emotions in her. Satisfaction that she has succeded is short-lived and wan, undermined by all the rest. In its company comes a pain and loneliness that she can't quite process as regret or guilt, which she quickly suppresses. But beyond that, fear — of Ben lashing out, of Snoke finding them and replacing her with him, of losing everything because she'd prodded this darkness inside of him.

She reaches for him.
]

Ben. That's it.

[ She grabs for his shoulder, sounding encouraging in some terrible way. If he is hers, then her fears are meaningless. ]

Hold onto it. Use it. Don't let it control you.

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