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ĸylo ren ([personal profile] sololoquy) wrote2018-12-23 07:46 am

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WISHLIST (TROS SPOILERS)


anything force-bond related, but especially:
  • slow-burn corruption (either direction)

  • inappropriately timed force bond moments (both nsfw and humor approaches)

  • dream-sharing

  • emotional bleed/transference (from rey, involving other parties)

  • inappropriate force bond voyeurism on rey/poe or rey/finn

  • mid-conversation force bond interruption

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Cross-galaxy chase of the Resistance


anything related to ben solo, but especially:
  • snoke confessionals with family or friends of family

  • returning to the light

  • smuggler life style

  • jedi knight ben

  • resistance-fighter ben

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Force Ghost communications w/ Rey


anything related to supreme leader kylo ren, but especially:
  • fall via coup

  • resistance fighter reconditioning (gen or nsfw)

  • force ghost visits from anakin/luke/rey/leia/snoke

  • defeat by the resistance, and subsequent aftermath

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Mole Discovery w/ Hux


canto bight:
  • shady weapons deals

  • picking up prisoners

  • recruitment

  • obligatory dinner party

  • general casino shenanigans

  • beach party

  • basically any reason you can think of to use canto bight as a setting piece


A note on romance:
I will ship all of the new trilogy characters with Kylo Ren (except Snoke/Family).
But I have no interest in exploring domestic-style takes on them.
Thank you for understanding.
forcevisions: (for you i would cross the line)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-27 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
You saw my parents.

[ She says that with some considerable disdain. She had fled that memory, clung to Snoke in its place, tried to hide from what they were. Even now she refuses to touch upon what she had done to them, what had brought Snoke's attention to her in the first place. ]

That life was waiting for me too. They were nothing. [ No one else in the galaxy knows this but Snoke. Even saying it now, her voice trembles. Admitting that she was worthless doesn't come easy. She expects he will look at her differently, but no. He must already know. ] But now everybody in the galaxy knows my name. The place we come from does not define us.

[ Help her she literally thinks she's living the American Dream here. ]
forcevisions: (these feelings tend to leave me)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-27 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Easy for you to say. You already are.

[ But that's just bitterness talking, and bitterness isn't practical. Kira glances down, composes herself, and settles on nodding. ]

Yeah. I'll help you. But it's going to hurt, and it's going to make that darkness you're afraid of stronger.
forcevisions: (for you i would cross the line)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-30 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
Good.

[ She reaches up then, touches her fingers to his face. The movement is too brazen for it to be meant in the intimate way it comes across, though her gaze roams across his face, taking in the sharp angles and disproportionate features with considerable interest. She might be most enthused about the fact that he is caving to this necessity, but there is no doubt as to whether he's a part of it himself.

Her fingertips are freezing against his warm skin, but still she pushes her hand back until her palm presses against his cheek and her fingers curl in the edge of his hair.
]

Resist me. [ Fascination with him has thickened her voice to something that sounds almost lusty, but the effect is no doubt ruined by the fact that she tries to force her way into his mind then, crashing down on his awareness like a battering ram cannon. ]
forcevisions: (you and i were fireworks)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-30 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ This time the laugh is hers. Only it's not quite that, not fully, for she doesn't know what to do with laughter if she's being honest. But as he wrenches her hand away from his face, there's no mistaking the delight that brightens her eyes, or the way her lips turn up as they part so that she can suck in a sudden breath, allowing him his grip on her tensed hand.

Yes. It is there in his fear and fury, that darkness that calls out to her own. She searches his eyes for it, as if snapped awake and made all the more determined for having caught a glimpse of it before he rebuffed her.
]

Harder. [ She doesn't touch him this time, but the force of that spike drilling him bears down with greater force. ] Or I'll take everything. And so will he.
forcevisions: (gnashing teeth)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-30 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ He is weak. She is hurting him. He buckles under the force of it, and Kira nearly flinches as well. It is the touch of a mother that does it. Puts her back on her heels, startles her. She almost lets up. Almost. The joy of pushing (if indeed it could be called that) is gone, replaced instead by a terrible remorse which gives way to what can only be described as responsibility.

Yes, responsibility for him. She had promised to protect him, after all, and she knew of no better way to do that than to give him the tools to protect himself. This was the way. The only way.
]

Yes, you can.

[ The words spilled out savagely, certainly. She knew it like she knew the rhythm of her own heartbeat. He had not bested her only to show crippling weakness at the first sign of further violence. So she did not let up, but insisted to him instead. ]

You can. You have me. I'll help you.
forcevisions: (after everything you've done)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-31 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ The sudden burst outward knocks her from his mind and then some. Kira staggers back, flinching away with the stab of it. She shakes it off and looks down at where he has doubled over, crushed not under her power, but under the weight of his own.

It summons a complicated mess of emotions in her. Satisfaction that she has succeded is short-lived and wan, undermined by all the rest. In its company comes a pain and loneliness that she can't quite process as regret or guilt, which she quickly suppresses. But beyond that, fear — of Ben lashing out, of Snoke finding them and replacing her with him, of losing everything because she'd prodded this darkness inside of him.

She reaches for him.
]

Ben. That's it.

[ She grabs for his shoulder, sounding encouraging in some terrible way. If he is hers, then her fears are meaningless. ]

Hold onto it. Use it. Don't let it control you.
forcevisions: (hot like the sun)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-31 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ He acts too quickly for her to anticipate, grabbing her and flipping her before she can react. Kira draws in one last, strained breath as his fingers close around her throat. Eyes wide, she looks up at him with all the panic one would expect of a poor master who had let her pet off its leash. He had never proven himself loyal to her, only to fear of the pain she could inflict, and still she is surprised by the turnaround.

Instinct takes over. Pain answers pain and darkness, darkness. She grits her teeth and pushes outward with the Force, a telekinetic pulse concentrated on knocking him back against the opposite wall and getting her airway free. She does not have the patience or presence of mind to coach him, to nurture him through the overwhelming surge of darkness.

Not when her own life is on the line, not when she has fought so hard to survive this long.
]
forcevisions: (when you're singing that song)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-31 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ She advances on him, follows after the wave that thrusts him back, doesn't stop to see if it knocks sense into him. With his power and his size, if he continues his attempt on her life, she will be pushed beyond the point of merely subduing him. But if she moves proactively, she might be able to make that happen without it coming to greater violence, without potentially costing herself —

Something empty hangs there. She cannot put a word on what she thinks this represents for her, only that it has value.

He is clawing at himself by the time she can get her hands on him, so this time she is the one to grapple with his wrists, pulling his arms off him.
]

Stop. [ There's something grieving and thick in the way she says it. Alarmed to the point of something sticking there in her throat. She does not know how to help him. Reassurance is beyond her ability, but she can muscle him out of turning his anger on himself. Clawing it out of himself. ] Do not succumb. Look at me.
forcevisions: (this is the beat of my heart)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-31 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Your fear of your own power is keeping you from using it. You're letting it use you.

[ Importantly, this is not an answer to his request. She has not decided if she is or isn't going to make him do it again. The power he had, that she had seen, is seductive. Already she can imagine that if he could overcome her as he had with such an outburst, directed properly, the two of them together might be able to ensure that neither of them had to worry about Snoke again.

It's a startling thought. One she will need to take time to consider — Snoke had been the source of her power, he'd pulled her out of nothing and given her a purpose. But he'd also done that by hurting her, damaging her, making her fear and loathe him. Considering it, however, will be pointless if Ben remains so damnably terrified of himself.

Considering the crux of his particular fear as he has voiced it, she softens by a hair to insist:
] And you didn't hurt me. [ He might have, had it continued, had she not deflected him. But he didn't. ]
forcevisions: (of his best friend's ride)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-10-31 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
What is it going to take for you to have to? We're already running for our lives.

[ She sneers that out, but she doesn't try to jerk away from him. It's a shame. She was really into him for like 30 seconds there, and now he's ruining it. Well, not entirely, but his persistence that his own darkness is a bad thing really doesn't make her feel loved and appreciated here. That's 89% of her being. ]

This is how we hold him off.
forcevisions: (you are my best i'll never know)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-01 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
No.

[ It's fine, just keep insulting the practices and religion of SNOKE'S ASSASSIN. He's so good at shaming himself with that. He could shame himself with it a little more now. ]

You learn how to pull on your anger and actively force him out on your own.

[ All of this she offers like it's elementary. She's not great with educating. But she is patient, so she pulls her wrists free and backs off. ]

If you're practiced in defending yourself, you're more likely to subconsciously and automatically resist what you did last night.

[ Oh for a better turn of phrase. ]
forcevisions: (and gaze at my shoes)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-01 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
You'll know.

[ There's something soft and insistent in her voice. It almost doesn't belong there. Kira isn't soft by any stretch of the imagination; even when she's vulnerable, it's like she's tightly coiled and frightened, all bare anxiety. But now, slipping into the explanation of the Force, the assurance she possesses and offers seems gentle. ]

Helping exercise your power will sharpen your senses. Both conscious and unconscious. Your reflexes improved as you became a better pilot, didn't they?

[ She tilts her head. ]

It's the same.

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