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ĸylo ren ([personal profile] sololoquy) wrote2018-12-23 07:46 am

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WISHLIST (TROS SPOILERS)


anything force-bond related, but especially:
  • slow-burn corruption (either direction)

  • inappropriately timed force bond moments (both nsfw and humor approaches)

  • dream-sharing

  • emotional bleed/transference (from rey, involving other parties)

  • inappropriate force bond voyeurism on rey/poe or rey/finn

  • mid-conversation force bond interruption

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Cross-galaxy chase of the Resistance


anything related to ben solo, but especially:
  • snoke confessionals with family or friends of family

  • returning to the light

  • smuggler life style

  • jedi knight ben

  • resistance-fighter ben

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Force Ghost communications w/ Rey


anything related to supreme leader kylo ren, but especially:
  • fall via coup

  • resistance fighter reconditioning (gen or nsfw)

  • force ghost visits from anakin/luke/rey/leia/snoke

  • defeat by the resistance, and subsequent aftermath

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Mole Discovery w/ Hux


canto bight:
  • shady weapons deals

  • picking up prisoners

  • recruitment

  • obligatory dinner party

  • general casino shenanigans

  • beach party

  • basically any reason you can think of to use canto bight as a setting piece


A note on romance:
I will ship all of the new trilogy characters with Kylo Ren (except Snoke/Family).
But I have no interest in exploring domestic-style takes on them.
Thank you for understanding.
forcevisions: (and gaze at my shoes)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-01 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
You'll know.

[ There's something soft and insistent in her voice. It almost doesn't belong there. Kira isn't soft by any stretch of the imagination; even when she's vulnerable, it's like she's tightly coiled and frightened, all bare anxiety. But now, slipping into the explanation of the Force, the assurance she possesses and offers seems gentle. ]

Helping exercise your power will sharpen your senses. Both conscious and unconscious. Your reflexes improved as you became a better pilot, didn't they?

[ She tilts her head. ]

It's the same.
forcevisions: (words)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-01 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She thinks of her own training. Of how she'd felt, facing the pain every day, forcing herself through it, surrendering to that snarling beast within. She thinks of it, and she recognizes that she would have wanted a break. Snoke had never given her one. She doesn't reach for him, doesn't budge, but she looks him over slowly, thoughtfully, and ultimately settles it. ]

We'll take a break.

[ She says it as though it's her executive decision, a gift. Keeps her voice hard like she is in control of what's happening. ]

You can read me more of that story.
forcevisions: (the boys and girls)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-05 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
It's in your bed.

[ The one she's been invited to. When she nods her head, it's with the explicit expectation that his bunk is the reading room, that they ought to sprawl themselves in there once more rather than any version of events where she brings it out here for a nice, neutral reading climate where they're not crammed in close and no one's in a bed.

She heads back that way, pulling the book out from under the pillow there.
]
forcevisions: (all the damage done)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-06 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ She hands the book off to him, but she doesn't settle down onto the floor again. Instead she regards him with a sort of careful curiosity and then settles onto the bunk beside him, pulling her feet up onto it, boots and all. She folds her arms around her ankles, knees bent fully, and looks over at him, expectant. ]
forcevisions: (i'm insane)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-06 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ She stops him — a few times, actually — to make him reread the previous page, a testament to her investment. She doesn't want to miss anything. Now that she has set aside the awkwardness of it, she feels more able to appreciate it fully, to engage the way she has wanted to.

But his voice is soothing, too, and she is without restful sleep. After a time, she starts to doze against the opposite corner, breath even and slow and uncharacteristically calm. There's no forced restraint there. With him, in this moment, she feels at ease. For however long that lasts, for whatever that's worth.
]
forcevisions: (i don't like your little games)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-06 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ The more comfortable she becomes, the more pronounced her gentle snoring sounds. It's still light, more like heavy breathing than real snoring, but it's there. So is a softness that does not make its way through while she is conscious, keenly aware of him, and protective of herself.

It's some minutes before her brain processes the lack of the sound that had lulled her and the way he has stilled. She draws in a sharp, short breath, but even then doesn't move at first. Instead, she wakes slowly, blinking blearily, turning her eyes on him as they're still coming into focus.

A yawn holds her back for a moment, scrunches her nose, and she has to shake her head to quell it before she can ask —
] Did you stop?
forcevisions: (how you laugh when you lie)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-06 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ She takes a moment to study his puzzling reaction. A kinder person might offer some concern for his injury, or at least some sympathy, but Kira stares just as blank-faced and unflinching as ever. It's almost accusing, really, the way her eyes burn into him, study his bumps and bruises and sputtering. ]

You're staring again.

[ Now it's definitely an accusation. But she clearly doesn't know what to do with it. Only that she knows, now, because of him, that there is something to that. He has admitted he wants to be near her. But here she is, and he's still gaping, like he's perpetually waiting for something else. ]

Is that why you're nervous?
forcevisions: (you were my versailles at night)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-06 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
You're the one who invited me into your bed.

[ She's going to keep pinning him down, sniffing out this confusion until she has satisfied herself with the answer. Thus far, she hasn't. And she's unflinching too, obviously not worked up about the implications of that phrasing. ]

Insisted on it.

[ She sits up a little straighter, head tilting as she surveys him. ]
forcevisions: (two strangers in the bright light)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-06 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh.

[ No, that's not right. Oh somehow gives the impression that she fully understands, and she doesn't. Not really. Not in the way he means her to, not in the way that provides clarity of the implications therein. But she understands that his nerves come from their proximity, that it's the closeness and the context which has him staring at her like he wants something.

That, she understands entirely. By itself their situation evokes a want that she can identify even without a framework to process it.
]

Don't be nervous. [ Helpful. ] I feel it too.

[ The want to be close, but also the gripping dread of allowing anyone to be there. She reveals too much of herself in saying even that, but it's the truth. Something warm in her gut makes her more aware of where she brushes against his legs, of the hair on the back of her neck, of the sound of her heart. (She'd felt it more keenly, if she's being honest, when he'd been grappling with her in the hallway. It was more primal then, less soft. But she decides not to share that.) ]
forcevisions: (i wish i knew you when i was young)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-08 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ She nods, albeit a little warily. Confessing it feels like it gives him some power over her, but doesn't he already have it? She'd told him that she didn't turn him over to Snoke when she should have. He ought to have already drawn conclusions as to the effect he had on her.

Well. It wasn't as though he was the smartest man she'd ever met.

Kira leans in, her hands planting on either side of his legs as she starts to get up in his face, probing wordlessly at his fumbling.
]

Me too. [ Offering that in response to what he has admitted feels more secure. Her eyes still dart around to survey his reaction to that news. Confused, yes, was a good way to put it. She cannot put her finger to why he has this effect on her — the Force, she assumes — or what she's supposed to do with it. She's never been close to someone before. Not before him. ]
forcevisions: (for you i would cross the line)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-10 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her eyes drift shut briefly, and Kira tilts her head into the touch of his hand, savoring the warmth there. It harkens back to the half-remembered dream state wherein he'd embraced her, cradled her through panic. Her whole body sings with it, greedily soaking in the comfort. She turns her head, brushes her nose against his palm and opens her eyes to peer up at him.

Then, slowly, she nods.

Yes. She would like to figure it out. She would like to savor every ounce of this she can get. Snoke had always asserted that connections allowed for weakness, that Kira was strong because she had none, but there's a powerful possessiveness in finally having what she'd always longed for. And a certainty that she will do whatever it takes to keep it.

She moves up the rest of the way until her knees cage his thighs and she settles into his lap more definitively. It's apparent, like this, that she doesn't know at all what to do advance that intention, except more contact. She'd been young enough and her parents had been selfish enough that even his embrace had been foreign to her. Gestures of affection are outside her wheelhouse.
]
forcevisions: (now you're here it's been so long)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-11-10 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ As it turns out, she likes his hands on her hips just as much as she likes it on her cheek — in that she prefers the touch of bare skin, to her great surprise, but there's an appealing steadiness to him holding her by the hips. Her mouth feels dry, so her tongue presses out to wet her lips while she shifts her weight, trying to get an idea for how sitting in his lap is gonna go, the overall effect of which is some vague squirming. ]

Okay?

[ She's strangely invested in him approving this move for someone who'd just spelunked in his brain. But it had been hard to coax him towards that before, and as far as Kira is concerned, this is more. Much more. Pain is mundane, universal. Intimacy is scarce and precious and terrifying.

Reaching up, she mimics him. Returning the favor, really, as if to show him why it has managed to soothe the monster. She cups his cheeks in both her hands, though hers are so much smaller than his. His hand dwarfs her whole face. There's something fascinating to touching his face in this way too. She'd done it to probe his mind before. But it's not utilitarian now — it's exploratory, and she makes note of the bony prominences of his cheekbones and the galaxy of moles mottling his pale skin in a way she hadn't before.
]

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