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ĸylo ren ([personal profile] sololoquy) wrote2018-12-23 07:46 am

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WISHLIST (TROS SPOILERS)


anything force-bond related, but especially:
  • slow-burn corruption (either direction)

  • inappropriately timed force bond moments (both nsfw and humor approaches)

  • dream-sharing

  • emotional bleed/transference (from rey, involving other parties)

  • inappropriate force bond voyeurism on rey/poe or rey/finn

  • mid-conversation force bond interruption

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Cross-galaxy chase of the Resistance


anything related to ben solo, but especially:
  • snoke confessionals with family or friends of family

  • returning to the light

  • smuggler life style

  • jedi knight ben

  • resistance-fighter ben

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Force Ghost communications w/ Rey


anything related to supreme leader kylo ren, but especially:
  • fall via coup

  • resistance fighter reconditioning (gen or nsfw)

  • force ghost visits from anakin/luke/rey/leia/snoke

  • defeat by the resistance, and subsequent aftermath

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Mole Discovery w/ Hux


canto bight:
  • shady weapons deals

  • picking up prisoners

  • recruitment

  • obligatory dinner party

  • general casino shenanigans

  • beach party

  • basically any reason you can think of to use canto bight as a setting piece


A note on romance:
I will ship all of the new trilogy characters with Kylo Ren (except Snoke/Family).
But I have no interest in exploring domestic-style takes on them.
Thank you for understanding.
forcevisions: (you carry that seed)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-23 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ impulse takes over before training can stop it. she reaches one hand out and the air constricts around his throat again.

no. he had seen something else there in her mind, hadn't he? something that deserved to be locked away, deep enough that no one would ever find it. that girl ... that child. she had to be gone. and he had seen her.
]

Yes. It is.

[ an important reminder not to engage him in this any more. it is a messy business, breaking down a mind, but she will do it. snoke believes that she can do it and (he doesn't know how strong this man-child is in the force, but—) she must.

she will deliver ben solo to him, she will turn him. if she could do this, she had no reason to fear. she will have delivered the supreme leader everything he wanted. the defector. the very resistance. her station — the only thing she's ever had to protect — will be secure.
]

Don't worry. You'll see soon firsthand.

[ she doesn't take her time this time. she shunts herself into his mind. good. let something break. let it all break and then when he tries to pick up the pieces, she will be the one to show him how. perhaps he will serve her, instead of snoke. and she will be the master. ]
forcevisions: (i still feel that rush in my veins)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ ah yes, vader. the sith's greatest failure. and ben, the same to his family. he'd fled. he'd turned away from his mother's cause, from righteous vengeance over his father's death. he too was a disappointment. he—

what is this?

he calls out to her across the connection. co-opts it again, in another way. but this feels ... no, this is something else. creases line her forehead she digs her heels in, spreads her stance, as if his resistance had some physical weight to it.

she grits her teeth and pushes again. the hook of his father. his grief. the pain of losing him.
]

You're not free. [ the suffering springs anew as she summons it to the surface. ] You've never been free of this hate.
forcevisions: (i said i'd never miss you)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ anger spikes in her chest. how dare he? assuming that he understands her, that he has any room to speak about what she wants. this rank amateur had vastly overstepped himself, and he would regret it. ]

I want ... you ... to kneel.

[ not literally, of course. even locked in that rack, he had proven plenty of trouble to her. she wouldn't be letting him loose until she was absolutely sure.

but he can see a different story. there was a longing, introduced by the memory she'd seen of his mother. the shape of an open question, still forming. could she have had that? was it too late? and implicit therein, that longing, never satisfied by her work under snoke. to love. to be loved. to be anything but alone.

she shuts it down hard. shunts him back with a block of her own, which distracts her from trying to probe his thoughts and dismantle them. she cannot both protect herself and destroy him. she has to choose.
]
forcevisions: (truth)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I know. [ she rasps out the words. the faux gentleness in her approach has gone away with her patience, with her distance from this matter. he has ripped it from her as surely as she has stolen his freedom from him. ] Because of the Supreme Leader, I don't have to do anything I don't want to.

[ except follow his orders, whispers a traitorous voice in her mind. it is that voice which stops her from closing her grip around his windpipe again. she's surprised by the falter. by the fact that it seems almost as if she physically cannot do it.

she shakes away the thought like a distraction, though it's clear in her face that it perturbs her on a deeper level.
]

I want to.

[ this is a lie. and it makes her bones and her ears ring to recognize it as such. ]
forcevisions: (now you're here it's been so long)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ stronger? than snoke? the very idea seems laughable. and yet it does make her wonder. she holds some value to him as an apprentice, an enforcer. maybe it is that she has some power he — no.

he is the supreme leader. that he delegates his tasks does not mean he cannot complete them. this is leadership and how it works. she forces that away, writing it off as ben's efforts to confuse her.
]

You think so highly of yourself.

[ she can see him now. her eyes are clear. he's ragged, at the end of his leash. he has broken the connection, but it has taken everything he has to force her out, and she can weather the pain of it unflinchingly. this does not measure anywhere near the worst pain she has faced. had snoke looked in her mind and seen these things, she would be in pain. this is ... annoyance. inconvenience. ]

You think you can walk in here and turn me? [ she draws closer. the physical will do for this. she grabs his chin in one hand, turning it to face her. he's barely conscious. pathetic. ] You think your life is worth that, to me?
forcevisions: (no i don't like you.)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Setting you loose won't free me from Snoke.

[ she sounds almost sad, saying it. there's honesty there. maybe snoke had counted on this. surely he would have anticipated — he knew everything. the deepest parts of her soul had been bared to him so many times that she didn't think there was anything she could do that he hadn't accounted for.

but there is an admission there. a budge. she can scarcely imagine it, but she can imagine it. there's fear of the uncertainty there. being under snoke's control means safety. shelter. an army at her back. beyond his reach ...

the disrepute of snoke's enforcer was still better than the anonymity of just another orphan, another nobody, another slave.
]
forcevisions: (and strike a violent pose)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't understand what you're talking about. Nowhere in the galaxy is beyond Snoke's reach.

[ and she believes that. he had rooted her out of a junkyard on jakku, had her brought here to the scummiest place in scumsville to purchase her like a purebred fathier. if either of them thought he couldn't do it again, they'd be playing themselves.

stars, is she actually entertaining the thought? she releases her grip and takes a step back.
]
forcevisions: (no i don't want your number)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
You mistake me.

[ she lowers her gaze, turning away from him. she doesn't want to look at him as she makes this admission. it will only serve to shame her further. ]

There's nowhere I can go to get beyond his reach. He is as much a part of me as your mother is a part of you.

[ perhaps that is the best way to describe it. snoke had made her, formed her, cultivated this darkness in her, and now he lurked in those corners. even now, if he wanted to, he could feel this conversation. lean into it. understand what she did. why had he not interrupted? what did he hope would happen? ]
forcevisions: (i mean i rose up from the dead)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
Obviously.

[ her repetition is dry and dismissive. she does not have to do anything. not because he asks it, certainly. only one person has that kind of power over her. she wipes sweat off the back of her neck. she's feeling the fatigue of this session now too, though not nearly as badly as he is. ]

Is this your strategy? Trying to talk your way out of this? That's pathetic.
forcevisions: (the loneliest one)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
That's because you haven't developed your abilities.

[ she says it so off-handedly. he must know, by now. doing what he had done. ]
forcevisions: (in the cold i stood)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's … laughing?

the sound startles her because at first she's like oh of course he's crying. i'd be crying too. but no. she turns to look at him, eyes widening slightly. who is this asshole? she purses her lips, dissatisfied with that response on pretty much every possible level.
]

When you turn, I'll show you.
forcevisions: (two strangers in the bright light)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
You'll learn.

[ and it doesn't need to happen all at once. she considers him now, his fatigue. it would be easy to go in now and force him to turn, but … it would be a better show to take her time with this. these are the justifications she leans on, but she is not entirely obtuse to the fact that there's something else there. his arguments are not entirely without appeal. ]

In time. Get some rest. You're going to need it.

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