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ĸylo ren ([personal profile] sololoquy) wrote2018-12-23 07:46 am

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WISHLIST (TROS SPOILERS)


anything force-bond related, but especially:
  • slow-burn corruption (either direction)

  • inappropriately timed force bond moments (both nsfw and humor approaches)

  • dream-sharing

  • emotional bleed/transference (from rey, involving other parties)

  • inappropriate force bond voyeurism on rey/poe or rey/finn

  • mid-conversation force bond interruption

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Cross-galaxy chase of the Resistance


anything related to ben solo, but especially:
  • snoke confessionals with family or friends of family

  • returning to the light

  • smuggler life style

  • jedi knight ben

  • resistance-fighter ben

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Force Ghost communications w/ Rey


anything related to supreme leader kylo ren, but especially:
  • fall via coup

  • resistance fighter reconditioning (gen or nsfw)

  • force ghost visits from anakin/luke/rey/leia/snoke

  • defeat by the resistance, and subsequent aftermath

  • The Rise of Skywalker- Mole Discovery w/ Hux


canto bight:
  • shady weapons deals

  • picking up prisoners

  • recruitment

  • obligatory dinner party

  • general casino shenanigans

  • beach party

  • basically any reason you can think of to use canto bight as a setting piece


A note on romance:
I will ship all of the new trilogy characters with Kylo Ren (except Snoke/Family).
But I have no interest in exploring domestic-style takes on them.
Thank you for understanding.
forcevisions: (truth)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I know. [ she rasps out the words. the faux gentleness in her approach has gone away with her patience, with her distance from this matter. he has ripped it from her as surely as she has stolen his freedom from him. ] Because of the Supreme Leader, I don't have to do anything I don't want to.

[ except follow his orders, whispers a traitorous voice in her mind. it is that voice which stops her from closing her grip around his windpipe again. she's surprised by the falter. by the fact that it seems almost as if she physically cannot do it.

she shakes away the thought like a distraction, though it's clear in her face that it perturbs her on a deeper level.
]

I want to.

[ this is a lie. and it makes her bones and her ears ring to recognize it as such. ]
forcevisions: (now you're here it's been so long)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ stronger? than snoke? the very idea seems laughable. and yet it does make her wonder. she holds some value to him as an apprentice, an enforcer. maybe it is that she has some power he — no.

he is the supreme leader. that he delegates his tasks does not mean he cannot complete them. this is leadership and how it works. she forces that away, writing it off as ben's efforts to confuse her.
]

You think so highly of yourself.

[ she can see him now. her eyes are clear. he's ragged, at the end of his leash. he has broken the connection, but it has taken everything he has to force her out, and she can weather the pain of it unflinchingly. this does not measure anywhere near the worst pain she has faced. had snoke looked in her mind and seen these things, she would be in pain. this is ... annoyance. inconvenience. ]

You think you can walk in here and turn me? [ she draws closer. the physical will do for this. she grabs his chin in one hand, turning it to face her. he's barely conscious. pathetic. ] You think your life is worth that, to me?
forcevisions: (no i don't like you.)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Setting you loose won't free me from Snoke.

[ she sounds almost sad, saying it. there's honesty there. maybe snoke had counted on this. surely he would have anticipated — he knew everything. the deepest parts of her soul had been bared to him so many times that she didn't think there was anything she could do that he hadn't accounted for.

but there is an admission there. a budge. she can scarcely imagine it, but she can imagine it. there's fear of the uncertainty there. being under snoke's control means safety. shelter. an army at her back. beyond his reach ...

the disrepute of snoke's enforcer was still better than the anonymity of just another orphan, another nobody, another slave.
]
forcevisions: (and strike a violent pose)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't understand what you're talking about. Nowhere in the galaxy is beyond Snoke's reach.

[ and she believes that. he had rooted her out of a junkyard on jakku, had her brought here to the scummiest place in scumsville to purchase her like a purebred fathier. if either of them thought he couldn't do it again, they'd be playing themselves.

stars, is she actually entertaining the thought? she releases her grip and takes a step back.
]
forcevisions: (no i don't want your number)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-24 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
You mistake me.

[ she lowers her gaze, turning away from him. she doesn't want to look at him as she makes this admission. it will only serve to shame her further. ]

There's nowhere I can go to get beyond his reach. He is as much a part of me as your mother is a part of you.

[ perhaps that is the best way to describe it. snoke had made her, formed her, cultivated this darkness in her, and now he lurked in those corners. even now, if he wanted to, he could feel this conversation. lean into it. understand what she did. why had he not interrupted? what did he hope would happen? ]
forcevisions: (i mean i rose up from the dead)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
Obviously.

[ her repetition is dry and dismissive. she does not have to do anything. not because he asks it, certainly. only one person has that kind of power over her. she wipes sweat off the back of her neck. she's feeling the fatigue of this session now too, though not nearly as badly as he is. ]

Is this your strategy? Trying to talk your way out of this? That's pathetic.
forcevisions: (the loneliest one)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
That's because you haven't developed your abilities.

[ she says it so off-handedly. he must know, by now. doing what he had done. ]
forcevisions: (in the cold i stood)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's … laughing?

the sound startles her because at first she's like oh of course he's crying. i'd be crying too. but no. she turns to look at him, eyes widening slightly. who is this asshole? she purses her lips, dissatisfied with that response on pretty much every possible level.
]

When you turn, I'll show you.
forcevisions: (two strangers in the bright light)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
You'll learn.

[ and it doesn't need to happen all at once. she considers him now, his fatigue. it would be easy to go in now and force him to turn, but … it would be a better show to take her time with this. these are the justifications she leans on, but she is not entirely obtuse to the fact that there's something else there. his arguments are not entirely without appeal. ]

In time. Get some rest. You're going to need it.
forcevisions: (how you laugh when you lie)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
Is there another way you'd prefer that I restrain you?

[ there's something too impatient about the way that she asks — digging at him for being choosy in his prison — for it to be taken as anything untoward. ]
forcevisions: (you know who you are)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 03:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Well in that case, I suppose I'll let you loose.

[ spoilers she is not

setting him free.

she does, however, consider him again, reevaluating. he'll take time. patience. and, maybe, there's a better way to do this. she's not sure what that is yet of course — she's never had to find a better way to do anything than force — but she's at least starting to entertain the question.
]

If you wanted freedom, you should have come willingly.
forcevisions: (in the cold i stood)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ you know what makes less sense?

ben's binders come open with a twitch of kira's fingers, his slumped posture almost takes him straight out of the metal rack without them to support him. she doesn't move to assist in any way, even though he's probably close to collapse at this point.
]
forcevisions: (I could barely eat)

[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-01-25 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she struggles to identify this feeling of compassion for what it is, but … she knows that the way snoke did this to her is not the only way. she thinks of organa's face, of the warmth she had felt in ben's mind when she'd first—

it soothes the aching void in her chest. just a little. it's selfishness, made to perform the outward expression of kindness. she wants to see more of that, to feel … something. anything but pain. and as a result, she does not want him to suffer pointlessly in here; it would be a waste.

he's right about one thing. no one can make her do something she doesn't want to do, and she doesn't want exactly this.

but not exactly what he's asking for either.
]

Get up. [ there's no softness about her voice. ] Follow me.

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