[ That's when she pulls away from him, taking a step back. Even that much sucks the air out of her lungs and it feels like she's trying to cut herself off from a limb, but she has to do it. He couldn't be clearer.
Her face burns and it takes a moment for her to recognize that it's because her tears are falling, now. She raises one hand to wipe them away with the back of her sleeve, feeling stupid and foolish for ever coming out here in the first place. For the first time, she doesn't want him to see her like this. She doesn't want him to know. Over and over again she had split herself down the middle, made herself vulnerable to him, and for what? She feels suddenly keenly ashamed of it. ]
When you figure it out, you know how to contact me. [ Her voice is watery and thick with grief and hurt. This, this is worse than the anger he'd come at her with.
She turns away quite suddenly and reaches her hand back to call her staff from the side of the cave. Then she crouches to grab her lightsaber, and with it tucked in her sleeve, she starts back towards the castle. Urahara's voice is the one in her head, giving her the strength to move her feet.
If she waits for him to say something, she won't be able to do it. Already each step feels like resisting gravity. ]
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Her face burns and it takes a moment for her to recognize that it's because her tears are falling, now. She raises one hand to wipe them away with the back of her sleeve, feeling stupid and foolish for ever coming out here in the first place. For the first time, she doesn't want him to see her like this. She doesn't want him to know. Over and over again she had split herself down the middle, made herself vulnerable to him, and for what? She feels suddenly keenly ashamed of it. ]
When you figure it out, you know how to contact me. [ Her voice is watery and thick with grief and hurt. This, this is worse than the anger he'd come at her with.
She turns away quite suddenly and reaches her hand back to call her staff from the side of the cave. Then she crouches to grab her lightsaber, and with it tucked in her sleeve, she starts back towards the castle. Urahara's voice is the one in her head, giving her the strength to move her feet.
If she waits for him to say something, she won't be able to do it. Already each step feels like resisting gravity. ]