[He doesn’t know what to do with Rey when she is crying. He is mostly devoid of empathy, but by the same token, he can also feel how much this is eating at her. And, in turn, it eats at him — somehow. He can’t put a word to it. Thinking about it in a manner that removes himself from the situation makes it easier to absorb it, rather than allowing it to absorb him.
If she happens to look up, she might notice Kylo Ren studying her in a way that belies confusion and curiosity rather than understanding. But there is an undeniable measure of interest, regardless. Even in wanting to seperate himself from this hot mess of emotion, he thirsts to understand its existance between them.]
He doesn’t want to understand.
[That is easy enough to offer up, because its true. It was easier to claim the moral high ground when you didn't ask for details.]
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If she happens to look up, she might notice Kylo Ren studying her in a way that belies confusion and curiosity rather than understanding. But there is an undeniable measure of interest, regardless. Even in wanting to seperate himself from this hot mess of emotion, he thirsts to understand its existance between them.]
He doesn’t want to understand.
[That is easy enough to offer up, because its true. It was easier to claim the moral high ground when you didn't ask for details.]
It is easier to assign blame to me.