[ she isn't thinking that far ahead. maybe that was the problem. she couldn't look that far ahead, only ever concerned with confronting what was right in front of her face. but she knew that she couldn't stay here.
there's peace in admitting it, too. she's out of her depth here. she's never had anyone to lose before. saying it out loud gives her … permission. permission to grieve, to be hurt, and to be uncertain. it's validating. ]
I can still only see you. [ her brow furrows a bit, creases lining her forehead. ] How did you know?
[ if he had mastered this in some way she hadn't, surely she'd need to know about it. and that though, of course, spirals into a number of others examining why she has to be so damn analytical about all of her relationships lately. ]
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[ she isn't thinking that far ahead. maybe that was the problem. she couldn't look that far ahead, only ever concerned with confronting what was right in front of her face. but she knew that she couldn't stay here.
there's peace in admitting it, too. she's out of her depth here. she's never had anyone to lose before. saying it out loud gives her … permission. permission to grieve, to be hurt, and to be uncertain. it's validating. ]
I can still only see you. [ her brow furrows a bit, creases lining her forehead. ] How did you know?
[ if he had mastered this in some way she hadn't, surely she'd need to know about it. and that though, of course, spirals into a number of others examining why she has to be so damn analytical about all of her relationships lately. ]