[ she sounds almost sad, saying it. there's honesty there. maybe snoke had counted on this. surely he would have anticipated — he knew everything. the deepest parts of her soul had been bared to him so many times that she didn't think there was anything she could do that he hadn't accounted for.
but there is an admission there. a budge. she can scarcely imagine it, but she can imagine it. there's fear of the uncertainty there. being under snoke's control means safety. shelter. an army at her back. beyond his reach ...
the disrepute of snoke's enforcer was still better than the anonymity of just another orphan, another nobody, another slave. ]
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[ she sounds almost sad, saying it. there's honesty there. maybe snoke had counted on this. surely he would have anticipated — he knew everything. the deepest parts of her soul had been bared to him so many times that she didn't think there was anything she could do that he hadn't accounted for.
but there is an admission there. a budge. she can scarcely imagine it, but she can imagine it. there's fear of the uncertainty there. being under snoke's control means safety. shelter. an army at her back. beyond his reach ...
the disrepute of snoke's enforcer was still better than the anonymity of just another orphan, another nobody, another slave. ]