[ It feels wrong, almost, taking advantage of just how eager to please he is. His fingers search out her cunt and find it already vaguely damp, though not all of it seems to be her own immediate arousal. She had, after all, slept with his cum inside of her. The warm and firm massage as he rubs against her folds is just generalized enough for her to sink into it happily, a whole-body warmth which soothes and excites all at once. Her head tips back a little with it, eyelids fluttering. It's so tempting to sink into it. ]
Stop. [ She looks down at him again, grabbing his wrist. ] Not your hands.
[ She's shaky, saying it. Some part of her insists that she will push him too far and he'll recoil from her, that she will want too deeply and demand too much and violate some boundary line that he won't draw. That fear is worse for how accommodating he is like this, how hungry he is to serve her. ]
You made a mess of my cunt, Ben. I think you should start by cleaning it up.
[ It's better that way, isn't it? Not using him, but asking him to do something. She can't shove anything down his throat, exactly, like he had. She has to rely on his skill and effort instead. But it feels better that way, less like forcing herself on him when she'd already spooked him into paralysis before. ]
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Stop. [ She looks down at him again, grabbing his wrist. ] Not your hands.
[ She's shaky, saying it. Some part of her insists that she will push him too far and he'll recoil from her, that she will want too deeply and demand too much and violate some boundary line that he won't draw. That fear is worse for how accommodating he is like this, how hungry he is to serve her. ]
You made a mess of my cunt, Ben. I think you should start by cleaning it up.
[ It's better that way, isn't it? Not using him, but asking him to do something. She can't shove anything down his throat, exactly, like he had. She has to rely on his skill and effort instead. But it feels better that way, less like forcing herself on him when she'd already spooked him into paralysis before. ]