You deserve nothing. You dragged yourself into this by accepting that missive, and by choosing to dispose of it.

[He feels her eyes upon him, so he tilts his chin down to look at her. Skywalker's true lineage was known by few, beyond the fable that he was the one true King -- just as few knew why he'd nearly slaughtered his entire house on Snoke's orders not long after he'd become Kingsguard.

He was hiding something in Essos, something that belonged to him now that Skywalker was meant to be nothing but a fossil -- of that, Ren was certain. And he wasn't going to let King Snoke have it.]

The King's orders were to find Skywalker. That is what I am doing.